Its been awhile since my last post. I haven't been able to remember a dream in awhile and I wanted to talk about that. I want to compare it to my waking state of memory. I have been having some rather large issues. Let me give you an example. I can be talking along and actually see the moment that my awareness of my current situation starts to DISSOLVE. Thats how it seems. Im blind at times. I can mentally see...as if im looking through a very dimmed glasss. Im unable at times to...think. In my dreams...for about the past 6 or 7 months I haven't progressed in my dream storyline. I can only recall that it has something to do with a sibling and im always flying or avoiding something. Id like to add more details...but in any, choice of reality...it doesn't work. Well, this is the Dreamer. Im not happy these days. Its been to long. Have a good night everyone. play some fucking music.